** Dear, God. **
Tuesday, September 14, 2010 written @ 3:43 PM
Dear God,
I'm writing this letter Specially just for You, Lord.
You don't have to Reply me, but just simply read on and Answer my prayers...If You want to.
I'm a Confused girl who registered and is taking SPM this year, when I didn't have the need to take it, since I still need another year's time to complete the 12 year schooling standard for Overseas studies. I'm now cursing at the faces of the Revision books which consist of the Pure Science stream subjects and Compulsary subjects. Only bits of them managed to stay in the Brain, whereas the others are still queuing up to be ' forced ' in.
Instead of studying, I am now writing this Hopeless letter for You, my Lord. I'm just trying to have some NICE Conversation with You, since I'm a bit bored here.
Lord, if I were to be given a Chance that can change my Destiny now:
I would've Tore the Application form months ago in front of my Parents.
I would've convinced my Parents to send me to Home-schooling instead, since they are ALSO regretting for me now... How Ironic.
I would've not Started my FB Account, since You didn't give me a SINGLE Hint that I would've ended up DELETING It -.-
I would've not enter the Effing Youth Camp, which had ended up wasting my time. I COULD HAVE WENT FOR THE EFFING AUDITIONS INSTEAD.
I would've not enter the Cengal class, which is now a class of HELL for me, with Teachers from Jati asking me why didn't I get in Jati since last year due to my Effing Results.
I would've Punch in the Face of Pn.Khairos, who Shook her head in my face when I DIDN'T EVEN OPENED MY MOUTH asking for Transferring Class to Jati. She ASKED me WHY DIDN'T I GET IN JATI, WHEN SHE'S THE ONE WHO ASKED ME TO SHUT UP LAST YEAR.
I would've went to the DBSK's Concerts, where they had Scouts over there finding for talents. I Would've went to the DBSK Concerts, since You didn't give me a SINGLE HINT about THEM INVOLVED IN LAWSUIT, WHICH LEAD A HIATUS IN THEIR ACTIVITIES NOW.
I would've asked more Info about Home-schooling from Natalie, instead of ending up sticking my head in these SPM Subjects.
I would've persuaded my Father to buy me the Vaio laptop last year. I didn't, which lead me a 'FORM 5 CONTRACT' between me and him, stating that NO HANDPHONES AND LAPTOPS can be Bought within the Year 2010 unless Emergencies happen. Should I Thank You, Lord? You'd protected my Mum's old Laptop from any Harm, and even forced me to use dad's free Nokia since my LG's having Blackouts right now. GREAT, NOW I HAVE NO EXCUSES TO BUY ANYTHING.
I would've said yes to my parents when they Mentioned on delaying the Korea trip to this January. Since I didn't, I missed the Januray SM. Global Auditions, giving me Another year to wait.
I would've ERASE the HISTORY Since Last year, so that I Don't have the NEED TO SIT HERE IN MY STUDY ROOM, CRYING OVER THE SPM SUBJECTS THAT I NEED TO SIT AND STUDY FOR NOTHING.
God, can You Hear me?
I Wrote this purposely in this Blog.
Internet's ALL Over the World.
In order to MAKE SURE that You GET THIS letter, I'll just Post it up here so that the Web reaches straight to Heaven.
Am I smart,not?
Of course I won't use POS MALAYSIA, Lord. It takes up Too much time to Reach Your Hands.
In Addition, POS MALAYSIA's been sleeping for the 53rd Year. =)
Lord, do Reply me if You want to.
Better send me the Vaio laptop along if You can. I have the Registered FEDex Account =D
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Dear Readers, you're out-most welcomed to Copy and Paste this letter and Edit it in your way to be sent to God.
It depends whether it reaches there or not, though.
I'm just trying my Luck =)
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